Still Making My Day

I never told you I didn't want to leave
but I never heard you call back for me
whatever happened to forever
just like you said it would always be
I was changed the day you had me
I tried to give you something you could keep
I guess what I had wasn't enough
or maybe you saw what I couldn't be
My regrets have all come and gone
But I still know I've got it all wrong
My independence I'll never lose
But when it comes to you I can't be strong
Who knew I would fall this way
And who knows if it's gonna end up ok
Because even when you're not in my life
You still are making my day

Prison Break

seeping into my veins
I try to run for cover
this night won't ever end
darkness reaching over
I'm alone in my dreams
crying out for a redeemer
who will come to free me
I want to become a believer
blood has stained my hands
encaging my soul in darkness
shackles rub raw my ankles
every night leaving me sleepless
I have my times of freedom
only to wake up from that lie
who am I to be fooled
when I know I don't even try
I was placed in this prison
but by my very own hands
there is no other to be blamed
I only do what they demand
life will continue to go on
the sun will never stop rising
and in the end its me who dies
and the will to stop comprising

Only In My Dreams

I've woken from this dream
Wishing I had stayed asleep
If only I had the time to relive
Those moments I couldn't keep
I'm fighting back the urge
To crawl back inside my bed
For only when I fall back asleep
Memories of you come to fill my head
Somehow we never had enough time
It was lost even from the start
And now I know those fleeting glances
Will never satisfy my beating heart
We can never really fully understand
What we have until it disappears
But now I'm regretfully realizing
I never had you_you were never near
The moments we could have shared
Have gone before they came
But the legacy you've suddenly left behind
Will now drive me to do the same

I don't cry

I don't care
and it's no lie
our best moment together
was saying goodbye
I don't miss you
not even a little
not one jot
smidgin or tittle
I smile big
cuz you're not on my mind
I'm so unattatched
So unconfined
I don't cry
when I think of you
I just thank God
hallelujah, we're through!